tellmehw2saylove

I feel empty; like I have lost all

2012-02-12T13:21:00.001+08:00

Love is him

2012-02-09T20:52:00.001+08:00

2012-02-07T23:07:00.001+08:00

I learned to look away. Not bcoz I avoided but rather I don't want to be destroyed.

2012-01-31T17:38:00.001+08:00

我应该怎么做:(
如果感觉一开始就是错的
要继续走下去吗

I officially realize I made a wrong choice

2012-01-28T11:31:00.001+08:00

Pork in me

2012-01-24T00:07:00.001+08:00

Before the last day of 2011, darling bought me to Mache!! Yaya finally haha!! Though I went before, it the first time together with dear. Excited much but backfire with dear persuading me to eat pork!!!! OMG. Feel weird weird in my body whenever I mention this. Haha. Anway Happy Chinese New year!!! I love my darling!!

2012-01-17T01:51:00.001+08:00

Saying that you are okay is better than explaining why you are not.

2012-01-13T22:05:00.001+08:00

不能哭不能哭

2012-01-10T20:18:00.001+08:00

当两人分手后,不因其中一位不好,只因二人做朋友比较适合

没有不会好的伤

2012-01-08T12:25:00.001+08:00

Joyful celebration

2011-12-31T14:24:00.013+08:00

The last wedding dinner I attended in 2011:

@ Oriental hotel!!!

The lovely couple took 1 year to book!

like seriously!!

But it's really worth the wait.

The food is really the best I have ever eaten compared with others.

Melts is at Oriental too. so I guess that explains

The cutest Kitkat!!!

given at the main counter;)

I want this for my wedding too;)

Thank god.

finally the dessert is no longer chinese sweet soup

but rather cake!!!

Best;)

with Grandma's company it makes the wedding dinner more special

Hugs&Kisses

the touch that truly touch my heart

The pic below is not edited okay!

pls:)

haha maybe bcoz of the lighting.

This wedding dinner has alot of VIP like commander officers etc.

Hence I have to wear smth slightly sweet and must walk ard to greet them.

dislike!
oh well a grown up experience

MBS

2011-12-31T13:57:00.013+08:00

specially sincerely thanks to Garret and family

for giving me the gold opportunity to stayover at Mbs Hotel!!!

Me and Darling has a big suit OURSELF!!!

omg right?!!!

and the view is amazing!!!

Waking up in the morning with love beside me

and witness the sunrise is the Best I ever have!!

BATHTUB!!!!
MY FAVOURITE!!
coz I can have my milk and bubble bath!!!
AND BUFFET for dinner and breakfast and teabreak!!!!
thats why I say it's a
LIFETIME opportunity!!!

MY DARLING SO CUTE:)

love it!!!

didnt get to eat the mini burger cpz all taken:(

this is listed the top 10 most memorable event that happened in 2011!!!!

Garret I love you so much hehe!!!

& minsan for joining us.

&& my love for sending these amazing ppl in my life:)

p.s more pics in dear's phone hehe so will edit more;)

Are you facing this?

2011-12-28T12:34:00.001+08:00

You smile I smile:)

2011-12-26T01:43:00.001+08:00

This Christmas is definitely a special and meaningful one that I have never experience before.
Thanks to helpful Weslie, I was able to participate a volunteer work at KK hospital during christmas:)
A group of 6: Shu yi, Weslie, Bernard,Chun Loong, dear and me went to KK hospital on christmas day to cheers the kids. We fold balloons like dogs, flower, guns etc; which i have nv done before for the little adorable kids. So happy happy that I learnt how to folded flowers and dogs in 2 hrs of time!! Haha though all my hands hurt, it worth more than anything to see their smile when they receive our handmade balloons. Haha glad that they love the little gift I got specially for them:)
Hope everyone enjoy this christmas:)

What happen to us.

2011-12-24T17:37:00.001+08:00

MELT your heart

2011-12-24T00:05:00.003+08:00

SORRY!!!

apology that this has been dragging to long haha:)

Okay chill am going to update slowly and of course before 2011 ends;)

So Guess where did I bring Dear for his bday celebration dinner

which was like; a mth ago:/

MELT; THE WORLD CAFE!!!!

I announce this is the BEST buffet Dear&I have ever eaten

but it's really abit pricey

$80+ per pax:/

but well its really worth it

The pic below is taken outside the buffet area

There's an outdoor BBQ area where u can order what they have there

and request them to BBQ and deliver to ur table:)

If u have heard abt Melt,

you definitely know that their WAFFLE ICE CREAM

is the BEST BEST BEST!!

it's freshly baked and HANDMADE ice-cream:)

Dear&I love the soup of the day!!

initially i dont want to try but dear took it

and i try one mouth and went to take a bowl myself

its really sweet and fresh

but sadly it depends on day instead of regular.

Dear went again with his dad week ago and its laska instead:/

Below is the BBQ food I mentioned

If you are a seafood lover like me<3

MELT is MUST!!!

they served wide range of seafood and its fresh!!

its refilled all the times by chef!!

Another good point about MELT is that they have

wide variety of food; from Indonesia, Chinese, Jap, Western, seafood, Italian etc...

Dear&I find MELT too good that we have to note a good recommendation

Pardon that the pic was not organized haha

am too lazy too re arrange!

anway MELT is really good.

am good there again:)

so shld you

It's past 12!!!

HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVE<3<3

Dear. Its you&me

2011-12-21T15:01:00.001+08:00

I love him more than anything. That's all I have to say.

Failure

2011-12-16T10:06:00.001+08:00

It's bad to start off with something such a nasty heading after so long. But anyhow, my life simply sucks now and am just being honest on my space.
Am considering to take a temporary short term break from schooling. Not the kinda of going for a holiday but rather my name is listed off from school.
I know this sound ridiculous and big. But I have really thought abt it calmly and for long. Still thinking thought.
Be back with old updates.

2011-11-23T00:29:00.000+08:00

Great. I just failed my counseling quiz. I adore myself so much.

2011-11-20T14:57:00.002+08:00

am doing all fine.
dont come back to me and screw my life all over again.
the times without you was tough
but i made through it.
I love the people ard me now.
if u miss me, you should have called; long ago.
dear its over.

Theres no limit. It's just a point which I have yet to reach

2011-11-16T22:02:00.002+08:00

Jia you!!!!
Am going to work these shit out.

Hey dear,

2011-11-13T23:59:00.002+08:00

yst night I had the best night company ever.
I will miss it daily every night till the next one.
Promise to have it again okay?
kiss

Once young

2011-11-09T00:37:00.001+08:00

Whenever I see you, I feel amazed. Bcos you seems like a total different person. Honestly I do kinda of miss you. Afterall we were once closed and you made me feel special. Sorry how things ended years ago. We are just so immature. But I really do have a good times with you.
Anyway Glad to know that u are living a better life now. The people ard you, ur dressing, the way you speak and think are all different. Truly happy for you.

Happy debt November!!!

2011-11-01T14:13:00.002+08:00

1st of November!!!
This means that 11 more days to go is our 1st year Anni
and 16 more days is darling birthday!!!
Anyway darling no longer having birthday party haha we decided to opt for another choice:)
Recently darling has a pretty group member.
I really think she is pretty, beautiful, funny and hardworking.
Guess darling has to agree to. HAHA
Then I kinda of look and reflect on myself
yes starting to get emotional again.
SIGN.
I know I know. What important lies on confident too but well...
sometimes you just have to stop lying to yourself.
There are so many pretty and amazing gals out there.
HAHA of course am not trying to say my darling will cheat on me (yet HAHA he is gg to killme)
Just.....nvm... yaa you know
# Just saying

Satisfication comes after meeting my own exacting standard

2011-10-26T23:11:00.002+08:00

Its only the start of 2 days of sch and am dying.
Seriously. This is so going to be a depressing and wordy post so just close this window. Ty.

Saw my classmates for commskills yst. Its kinda of okay.
A few potential people but I dont know why I just dont like.
There seems to be a barrier whenever I meet with new classmates.
Maybe am so getting used with my Year 1 loves though after nearly a yr?!
I really miss working and having fun time with them.
No pressure and fear.
Most of them are having their own problems now. haiz.
Jenny's classmates are pretty much worst.
Congy is stress and he already had group meeting tmr. wtf.
Von has class from 9-9 on tuesday.
The rest are mostly stress over coming piles of work and classmates who cant get along with.
Darling also very depress esp when his best team partner-Clar Chua isnt same class as him.
He complains he nearly has any friends in his elective. Though I have a few familiar faces in my class,
I really just cant bring myself to them. But well, commskills is PBL (WTF), FOI has projects and am in HR elective so for sure I need groupmates.
I guess am really too stress and putting too much pressure on myself as I keep emphasising and reminding myself that I must really score this sem to offset my bad grades last sem.
There's no room for mistake and risk.
I force myself not to use my phone during lecture except am with a boring and nagging lecturer like my Intro. to counseling lectuer who is my tutor too. Otherwise, iphone is in my bag!!
I have to admit last sem I really let my guards down.
I ignored my doubts and ran to look for dear after all tutorials.
Its entirely my fault.
Now I have to repent and be disciplined.
omg stress.
Quiz every week for counseling and it consists of 40% project.
FOI is a hard subject bcoz am competing with Banking&Finance students and it has a hardcore 20% project.
I hate commskills and my tutor happens to be my year 1 CP. I didnt give her a good impression bcoz I forgot my year1 commskills tutor name. wtf.
so much things in life that i can complain about.
I can cry, nag to dear over it but I choose not to.
I can take this.
Its only 7 freaking weeks.
I can do it.
SUCK IT UP.

It is highly unnatural to push aside your urges of attraction, indulgence and selfishness.

2011-10-24T22:01:00.001+08:00

Introduction to counseling.

2011-10-21T00:17:00.002+08:00

My future is a blur.
I sense nothing right.
Fear has chases me to a corner.
I need courage and lies.
I will be okay.
I will be fine.
Am good with myself.
I can do it.

Only For you babe

2011-10-20T23:39:00.020+08:00

Finally got to celebrate My BFF 20th birthday!!!

Happy Happy!!

This love of mine is so busy and hard to book..

despite hardwork we manage to give her a big surprise belated bday celebration

and pretend its a class gathering!!

haha!!

she's very extremely shocked that she doesn't knwo what wish to make

when the cake is presented to her!!

I love how funny she is!!

forever.

*wait wait.. I dont know what wish to make*

HAHA

finally!!

haha dont know what wish she make this time.

She told me she made a wish for one of her bday celebration

which is for all her best friends to be happy.

How sweet<3<3

If am a guy I will really fall for her!!

so pretty!!

scream for ice cream cake!!!

we are given a big and long knife to cut the cake..

so funny!!

and I was named a murder for helping to cut the cake:/

Next we went to KTV which I booked in advance.

Became a member there though I dont sing:/

no choice hahaha!!

stupid smart ass congy

<3 <3

Thank you for being there for me through out my hard times

esp poly year 1.

I love our crap and nonsense at all times.

they are my favourite memories in ploy life.

you people are the ones who make me stronger.

shit family is love<3

Thank you<3

Take a step back

2011-10-20T19:08:00.001+08:00

2011-10-16T13:06:00.020+08:00

I know I know... my blog is full of my love life

but what to do... it's just something exciting that I wanna to share

as what they say

SPREAD THE LOVE<3

5 days ago was our 11th mth anniversity.

we dont celebrate every mth haha so dont gossip

it just happens it's a holiday so we took some time out together<3

the day before dear and I talked on phone and he said he had a surprise for me.

I was like "Oh shit!! is my surprise for him the same?!!!"

so we gave each other clues.

His clue was "see, touch, SMELL"

Mine was "see, EAT, HEAR"

eggcitied went to bed !!

The next day, I was putting on my facial etc after shower then theres calling my name.

I thought its a door to door promoter

little did i realise dear send someone to deliver me a bouquet of roses

<3<3<3

Bet darling spend at least $60 on these

aww<3

My surprise for Love is premium movie suit for

real steel!!!!

Scream!!!

So sad we will slightly late so didn't get to enjoy at the lounge:(:(

REAL STEEL IS AWESOME!!!

though i thought it will move me to tears coz everyone said its good.
And other then will smith and justin timberlake and Justin kho, another fav of mine:

Dinne rat Fish&Co @ crystal house<3

Thumbs Up:

am gg to dry the roses and put them to good use<3

Next 9 cot, I have free tockted from my aunt to The LION KING!!!

how awesome!!
So i invited dear along with memy niece and sis friend

copy and paste face:

I <3 The Lion King!!!

Catch it before its gone!!!

Busy woth event job for last 3 days and I learnt:

am a prawn lover!!!

2011-10-08T23:34:00.015+08:00

HELLO EVERYBODY!!!!

AM back with awesome local food into by love<3

Darling and his family fav place:

claypot rice @ gelyang!

I guess this is the first time I took mrt to gelyang?!!

Always wanted to go gelyang to eat durian with love and garret

but garret, the superman find it too dangerous.

HAHA IKR

we might use the below information soon right dear?!
as mentioned earlier love's parents always went there to eat
so the aunt kinda of know him and we got well treated:)

the uncle who helped to service pose there for me to take pic;)

we chose to add more sauce coz i dont like white rice!

If only brown claypot rice is created?!

haha but darling won't eat still!

we had the 4 persons servings and the aunt kinda of stopped us coz

she is afraid we cant finish

but hello... is WE.. so sure can finish right love;)

love's fav:

and i love this so much:

the prawn is like super duper big!!!!

satisfied meal with a smile!!!

despite super duper full like ttm...

we still went for dessert!!!

so sinful

<3 soya bead ttm

Not long back, darling came my house and picked me up for luxurious branch!!!

THE BIG PRAWN NOODLES!!!

lunch hours is like super crowded!!

cant ask for more

<3<3<3

yst finally met up with the guys:

yuxiang, duncan, tenghoe

for badminton and dinner!!

TH is fucking funny!!!

and when darling and I chilled out at mac cafe...

guess who we saw!!!!!

L.X.F!!!

haha she is studying there for her coming A's.

jia you jia you jia you<3<3<3

LION KING WITH LOVESS TMR!!!!

IKR THE TICKET IS DAMN X!!!

AND AM SO LOVING IT!!
CANIT WAIT!!

till then<2

我真的很想去旅行:(

2011-10-01T23:19:00.002+08:00

2 hrs ago, I posted the title.
1 hr ago, am invited to a malaysia outing with my awesome friends.
1 hr and 59 mins ago, am very happy and excited over the trip even though I went there for countless of times.
1hr and 58mins ago, the excitment is no much no longer there.
Then I realise.... I just want to do everything with you.

love gf.

The best of us

2011-09-28T15:07:00.002+08:00

So much things had happened lately.
It affected us but its not going to destroy us.
It just makes me love you more
and our love to be braver and tougher to walk further.

Love gf

I heart holiday

2011-09-26T00:36:00.023+08:00

Back back back with alot of more updates:)

guess thats what holiday is all about;)

First update-

I finally went to Singapore Flyer!!!

actually am not a big fan over it as am not a foreigner

but since my aunt has a discount for the tickets

why not;)

The eating place at Singapore flyer really impressed me!!

Its all decorated in the old times...
Am up in the cable already!!
hehe less than Half of my Tan family occupied the whole cable with a couple
haha the couple was kinda of awkward coz we make alot of noise in there!
The F1 which everyone is talking abt.
we are luckily that we got in the right time and
managed to catch a glimpse of the sunset when we reach the top:):)

Less than half of the Tan family:

Family Shot<3

The most important people in my life:

They are my heartbeat<3

Buffet with garret<3
finally get to meet up with him after nearly a mth!!

I Never try this sushi buffet before so decided to give a hit!

Its turn out great for me at least:)

Its better than sake sushi and we ordered like ALOT!!!

Am famished now:(

I cant get enough of sushi or rather Jap food!

we had like more than 5 rounds of order HAHA!!

totally worth the price i shld say:):)

MY FAV IS......

DAREAMON FOOD!!!

This doesn't serve all the time so try ur luck!!

The pancakes are sweet!!

I guess they added honey

so if you are not a very sweet person, you wont liike it HAHA

And the terri chicken wing is darling's fav..

the 2 men had like 4 plates of this?!!! like O.M.G!!

Chua will be away for his tough 16 days of survival.

He will pull through it!!

Jia you:)

When the night arrived, we went seperate ways

and I went to joined my family and relatives for KTV at Chinatown!!!

I swear we had a whole load of fun!!!

the most memorable part is when my neice said "love the way you lie"

I helped her to rap the whole song!!!!

All my relatives had a GREAT LAUGH!!!

hahaha

we had a combination of old songs and my generation songs

I never have such a great relaxation for longgg..

Like really let my hair down and be insane!!!

we went for the "ten dollar club" ktv!!

derived from the name you shld know the price!

actaully is 10 ++ per pax and come with a free flow of drinks!!

so as compared to like Kbox or party world,

this is seriously awesome!!

the room is real Big that everyone can dance!!

big room must come with a maxi of 12 people and

some outlets only has a big room so must call!!

FYI, you must be a "Ten dollar Club" KTV member

but the member is only $5!!! and its a lifetime!!!!

isnt it a definite worth to enjoy the $10+ price?!!

out with gem&clar tmr!!

Till then

2011-09-16T23:13:00.006+08:00

Today is a depressing day.

A utimate depressing tearing sad day.

But still I shall start off something nice.

I have been craving for Mac breakfast

as I have not been eating Mac for > half year?!

So darling and I went planned for Mac breakfast this morning,

collect my Addia's outfit

and RUN AT TM STADIUM!!! (screammmmm)

my own and fav mac burger<3

p.s Darling and I have been wondering if Malays can eat mac

because bacon is added to mac's meal and sausage isn't combination of pork and chicken?!

leave me a message if you know:)

After putting on my new addias outfit, we dragfully head to TM stadium.

There's no one at all!!!

Maybe bcoz no one is willing to run at 12.30pm like us.

luckily today's sun isn't that burning.

we completed the whole stadium

and we jogged in opposite direction so as not to add stress to each other.

we placed our belongings in the opposite branches of chairs

bcoz we were told there's a particular person who tends to steal things:(:(

satisfication!!!

clap clap and cheers to darling!!!
hows my new addias outfit?!

nice?! hhehe!

Today is the release of 2.1 sem results.

I did real badly.

Beforehand, i expect myself to score bad due to 2 damn tough psyco cds I have to take

BUT STILL NOT THIS BAD.

Guess what?!

1A for HRM (which I expected to get Z)

2 B+ for B. Fin & MBS ( my fucking B.Fin dropped from A to B+ and this shows how badly I did for my final paper; thank God for my MBS)

2 fucking B for my creativity psyco & Cross-cultural psyco ( I thought I did well for my creativity psyco:((( really upset me alot and I spent days n nights studying for my cultural psyco:(((

These grades are really way to bad that i can't accept.

Guess darling was stunned too.

But oh well.. it's over..

I swear I will get back what I lost in coming sem.

This may seems the end but it's just the start of another path.

Am so going to print my results and paste on my wall to remind myself to WORK MUCH HARDER!!!

p.s sorry darling for ruining ur "bday" by being moody and unreasonable for the whole day. Thank you for all the encouragement of words. Pls dont go local university alone okk:( must pull me along and walked together like how we did at TM stadium. Love you<3

am worth it.

To all my loves who are going to take their exams soon

esp minmin who is taking her A level soon, V for her PSLE and Vaness for prelims

here's for all:

Good luck!

2011-09-15T19:35:00.000+08:00

Cooking Date

2011-09-15T15:14:00.017+08:00

Make a stupid guess who whelmed below dishes??

did any look appetising to you?!!

Failed fish

Passed eggs

Announce of results.....

the reddish fish and black pepper chicken breast is killed by me:(

the yellowish eggs and brownish prawn is cooked by darling:)

Admit am a bad cook.

I hate cooking alot and is an idoitic at it!

darling is soo much better than me.

He bothers to ask recipe from his mom

and beforehand, he tried the recipe for 3 times

and even noted the mistakes and success in cooking.

The only good and fav thing i can do in kitchen is...

hunt for food:)

and maybe help to wash dishes!

we have always wanted to have a cooking date when we are studying!

yayyaya one lovely activity down.

we forcefully had the fish and chicken down our throat.

buttt the chicken is not bad rightt love?

I <3 darling's prawn.

It tasted awesome:)

and his parents praised for his cook haha!!

Jus' chef

Hellos:) I served Nuffnang Now!! Pls support by clicking them:) Much appreciation

2011-09-15T14:31:00.001+08:00

smiley Jus

2011-09-09T13:36:00.014+08:00

Just watched Dear John. Worth the watch. Cant explain much abt the movie but really watch it if you have the time.
Finally I met up with my BFF yst and I just realise we didn't take pics. silly me. Busy catching up and relaxing I guess. Have to catch up more often with the rest too.
And met up with brain brian 2 days ago before he turns black and green (if you know what i mean) Good luck for him:)

soo... darling and I went ECP a few days ago. Just us.

yupp! we accomplished our plan:):) happy!!!

we completed both the ends of ECP and took break in between due to rain!

It was fun and lovely<3

cant ask for more<3

Darling brought along smiley Justin and set him free for awhile.

I love him.

He was adorable and bring smile to everyone when we fly him:)

we saw an eagle caught on the tree:(

darling love it

so we attempted to use smiley Justin and wood sticks to get it down.

we got alot of passers-by attention

and some ask for help and a boy offer us a wooden block.

HAHA

but then guess smilely Justin love to just have us

so we didnt get to get the eagle after many attempts.

Its was fun though.

make our journey towards lagoon alittle shorter:)

p.s the eagle look evil though my dear loves it.

dinner!!

and walked back from lagoon to parkway parade for scoops (darling's fav)

he always wanted to franchise scoops and subway:!

Mocha and durain are loves.

<3<3<3

knock knock

2011-09-06T23:20:00.018+08:00

blogger sux once again:/ waste my time editing again!
anyway i want to eat the old changi market tou hua!!!!!
It's the most amazing best tou hua I have ever eaten! swear!
must date Byeone out before he becomes a gaming nern!!

Bought tou hua to dear when having lunch with Ee ling (his ex econ/care person) before exam periods

and we gossipe abt sng:) Blush*

Oh we manage to dine with Low and Cheng after our exams but no photos:(

When study turns fun:)

Dear came my house to study for our exams weeks ago!

ask him to study but always sleep sleep sleep ZZZ!!

He still draw on me when i rest my legs on him HAHA
5 some more!!!

punish him back!!!

I dont understand my handwriting also.

forget it haha

After exams celebration!!

we dined at Nacho's!

we wanted to eat remen at Illuma but the Q is toooo long:/

anyway nacho's isn't very nice

just chicken lor i think

not worth the price!

but still good try for ONCE

couple colour:)

Love this pic!

nag at him for always putting the sad face!

Me" either you smile or you look away okk!!"

soooo...

hehhheeh <3

IT Fair:( :)

my first time eating at crystal jade!!!

nerd me:/
Must go try okk coz the food there quite nice:)

dont know what he doing HAHA

Jus's recommendation!! nice nice nice!!

i like the porridge and our fav is.....

MUST TRY!!

though there's abit of pork inside:(
and pls pls pls dont try this:

we eat only one:/

sorry for wasting food but really not nice.

it's HK style with peanut sauce:/

after not a very long walk at IT FAIR we took break at starbuck:)

darling doing his caluation for his mac!

really pray hard he can get it coz he wanted for long

but am not rich enough to buy for him:(

still troubling what to get for his bday:(

expressions

2011-09-01T22:50:00.017+08:00

Yaya!! Blogger is nice to me today by uploading the photos fast:) (maybe they read my post too!)
All right updating how I spent my life for the past few weeks and its always spent with the Fav person in my life<3

So we spent our lovely 11/8 together by watching movie together.

we caught the rise of planet (smth)!

Although I dont really remember the title of the movie,

it's really nice and touching. ( make me tears alittle when he cannot go home:(

My darling is so irritating!

More weird expressions of him below when I forced him to take pics:)

you very sad meh?!!!

Are you tire or bore hanging out with me:/

big tongue!!!

we went plaze sin (right?!)

Was shoppping around:)

The evil/ my hero<3

your ugly princess hehe!!

we had snowice for dessert!

they have wide variety served.

An extremely good place for dessert during hot weather!!

but abit pricy I think!

Deciding mango/ durian!!

are you seriously tire or bore?!!!

Must be glancing at some pretty gals again right?!!

haha but it's my fav photo <3

yayaayay so we had durian after a long persuasion to dear that

I dont mind to eat durian.

In fact at times i love it.

Just that it's a sinful fruit:/

see that little tiny jelly!!

It's nice:):)

it pop the juice out in ur mouth when u bite it.

sour sweet taste.

yummmmy!

ignore darling and faster dug in hehe!!

end off with a proper pic:)

the Fav person in my life<3

2011-09-01T00:11:00.002+08:00

So jealous of people who can travel during this holiday:(
though darling explain to me and i understand his situation
but am still jealous and sour feeling:(:(:(
the thought of traping in Sin for like these 2 mths of holiday. omg:(
am sad. I want BKK at least. I didnt go this year:(:(*100 millions.
but darling very nice. He line up alot of activites to do during this holiday
like cooking at his place, bake cookies/cake, cycling at ECP, picnie with all my loves<3<3
but still no mood to blog tonight.

2011-08-29T15:37:00.002+08:00

Helloz!!!

Today is my last paper. so Happy

though I know I wont do well:/

screw B.F

Anyway wanted to blog further to satisfy some readers

but blogger stops me from uploading photos://

My darling is beside me now GAMING (at my house) :)

he is integrating in my family now

hehe I indirectly force him to;)

Glad it turns out well and comfortable.

haha going to watch the hills flashback

and out with darling tonight;):)

tons of Love <3<3<3

Bury it

2011-08-21T00:11:00.002+08:00

I wasn't expecting to see that at all. Totally shock me. And the next thing that flows in was all the bad thoughts that can easily destroy us. I hold on to myself. You dont know how much I struggle through before bringing myself to listen to your explaination.
Not that I dont care but i dont want to make a big fuss out of it. Like I always do; Place urself in my shoes. Feel the pain and you will know. Though I still tears, I thank God for my self-control of not creating a big drama and walk off. But seriously I think one day I will. And if that day comes, know how severe the suitation is.
Though it still hurt to think about it, I choose to bury it and trust you.
I placed faith in our love.
Prove me right.

2011-08-15T22:45:00.000+08:00

No doubt am jealous of others. But I learn to be contented.
Bcoz all I need and want is
You, Me, Us.
And am glad I have:)

I:)phone

2011-08-04T00:06:00.000+08:00

Threat from mom.
Protection of relationship.
Expectation of self and others.
Suppress stress n emotions.
Night.

I:)phone

Love is like tug-o-war. You feel the pain from the burn, but for some reason you can’t let go.

2011-08-02T00:47:00.003+08:00

To be exact, I really really love you alot.

I dont know what else more I can do to show you

you are the Best I ever have.

How much more does it takes to appreciate?

Little things I did do really matter didn't it

No more fighting okk.

Love you

2011-07-31T11:47:00.014+08:00

I know it's mean to do this at this time

but the only update I can give now are images of food and my lovess<3

SO 2 days ago, Love and I finally met up with superman for dinner!

we went to try Delight chicken at T1.

My ice-blended strawberry and below is my maincourse<3

Love and superman ordered a family set; $52 and shared.

FAMILY SET so imagine the portion!!!
it provides 2 cheze fries (very big), 4 soft drinks, and

if i nv remember wrongly 8 pieces and 1 chicken!!!

I can only say good luck to the mens and

pray for starvation ppl

See the precious moment bag?!! hehe good luck garret;)
Superman keep insisting he cannot finish his part but
love and me know he can eventually:)

we had a loooong talk in the eating place.

endless conversation as usual.

then i started to play with food (i know, bad habit)

Love and I form the <3

TaTa: Mission accomplished:)

after "disgusting" our food while talking,

we proceed to JCO (love's and I have alot of memories there;)

for our fav almond mix yogurt!

Not sure whats wrong:

I looked shy yet with evil eyes HAHA

Then just yst, after my project meeting, I joined love's date with SiJie&Minsan:)

went to have my fav Jap resturant at fareast<3<3

waited for long though.

Beauty and Handsomes

After eating, love persuaded them to go along with our normal routine:

walk long distance!!!

hahah p.s My partner has to be someone who can and willing to walk with me

we walked from far east to plaza sing to meet SJ's bf.

feel gulity if the long walk made SJ's uncomfortable physically; sorry:(

Anyway had lovely nightS spent with love's lovesss

Thanks love's for filling my life with so much happiness<3

2 Presentations and access test in coming week:(:(

scare to wet pants

wish me luck!

All I need

2011-07-24T16:42:00.005+08:00

He always has a way to cheer me up

we look sweet dont we;)

Editing report now. Tiring. tons of work to do. But just looking at our photos and his, it just keeps me going. He's all the reason I wake up in the morning for sch and the only thing i look forward during weekdays.

My love.

Have a happy weekend!

Fill me in

2011-07-23T21:16:00.000+08:00

As I mentioned last week seem to be the busiest week I had.
Friday night, attends award ceremony with Justin. So glad that we make it to the DHL list;) and darling was top 8;) amazing!

I was really excited over the ceremony bcoz ms Cheng, out prss principle is invited. Unfortunately, she can't make it and mrs sim represented her. Bummer. Anyway got the gold chance to talk with the director of Business sch and my idol- mr sng. He's So cute;):)

Congras to my gf too!!

Next big event was sunday when my cousin finally settled down. Hehe Congras Sis<3 and She invited me to be her bridesmaid. Busy yet honor.

So gorgeous.

Ayyaa grandma was invited too. Haa that happy and blessed night, everyone was drunk and someone got wasted Hahahah!!

Random end off:

Darling drawn on my hand.
Off to bed!
Checklist:
1. Rush hrm report ( fuck this)
2. Research on creativity psyco
3. Quiz on x-cultural psyco
4. Access ( fuck fuck this)
5. Tuition for V2
6. Hrm ptn ( hate the teacher, always make me stress to tears)
Shit this. Nights<3
I:)phone

2011-07-15T23:47:00.002+08:00

nvm its ok nvm its ok nvm its ok nvm its ok nvm its ok nvm its ok nvm its ok nvm its ok nvm its ok nvm its ok nvm its ok nvm its ok nvm its ok nvm its ok nvm its ok nvm its ok nvm its ok nvm its ok nvm its ok nvm its ok nvm its ok nvm its ok nvm its ok nvm its ok nvm its ok nvm its ok nvm its ok nvm its ok nvm its ok nvm its ok nvm its ok nvm its ok nvm its ok nvm its ok nvm its ok nvm its ok nvm its ok nvm its ok nvm its ok nvm its ok nvm its ok nvm its ok nvm its ok nvm its ok nvm its ok

fuck it fuck it fuck it fuck it fuck it fuck it fuck it fuck it fuck it fuck it fuck it fuck it fuck it fuck it fuck it!!!!!!

EVEYTHING IS GOING TO BE OK AFTER FUCKING IT.

The future is so far away yet the time is clicking nonstop.

2011-07-15T23:19:00.001+08:00

2011-07-15T22:57:00.002+08:00

so tire of what's running ard me. Anyway, short update abt what's happening recently.

school
I opt out of banking and finance and join HR and finance instead. Reason being: Am too tire of competing with people. It has been more than 4 yrs. I want to take a break from the intense competition and get away form the crowd. Anyway am not doing well in Finance:/

social
I miss my 1B01 FRIENDS. I swear.

relationship
Had a fight today. but had everything wrap out fine and well i guess. feeling totally neutral abt it now.

family
Love it due to new member in my family now. I love my dada<3 Missing him now more than anything. He's the reason why i always look forward to home now. DaDa<3

Life
Sux! I have nv feel so busy before. seriously knock me down. FML

Dear readers, Hope you are doing good anyway!

Stop. Seriously. I can't take it anymore.

2011-07-04T23:39:00.001+08:00

Babyyy

2011-07-04T09:36:00.000+08:00

Today, marks the new member into my family;)
Baby items;)

My fav's toy when am young
P.s my eyes are turning red and swollen after having to face the lappy for whole days:(:(

Baby loves to face mirror though it's a He!!

And his Fav cartoon character is same as darling's !!!
Both my loves like Barney!!

And this is a storybook.. Oh well nowadays kids' things are so innovative.

I:)phone

Dear July

2011-07-02T00:38:00.000+08:00

School is draining me much. It's only the first week but am mentally and physically dead.
Darling and I had a pretty tough week. Exam results, project's obstacle,thousands words individual journals, weekly quiz, tutorial. Worst still, I lost my Cross cultural psychology tb which I need to do my assignment. Bad start of ap new mth but Guess what?! Darling bought me a new tb and delivered to my house today surprisingly. My darling. Touched to tears.
I need sleep now.

I:)phone

These Men

2011-06-26T00:40:00.012+08:00

Just came back from a sumptuous International Buffet @ Orchard Hotel

with J-men, Superman and snowman:)

I swear I always feel very fortunate to be around these men.

Oh not forgetting to mention, it's sort of a belated bday dinner for Superman:)

Orchard Hotel's buffet is pretty benefiting foreigners who want to try Sin local food

like laska, mee rombus etc etc.

as usual the first place, I walk towards is the dessert section:))

can't waittt...

looking at these food photos now dont make me sick somehow:)

Below is durian smth which is J-men fav<3

It taste sweet and bitter.

Truly durian!!! YUMMY

Next is my Fav Fav: SeaFood:))

I can eat all kind of seafood.

Love it ttm.

But unfortunately, the seafood wasn't as fresh as i expected

and the service of refilling is pretty slow.

I love the side dishes alot:)

I guess that's the uniquness of Orchard Hotel?!

They serve special side dishes.

Of course they serve alot of main courses but the hungry me dont bother to take photos

Yayayy I have been craving deadly for sushi!!!

Love love love and there's cold noodles too ( plus point!)

warning: Below might make u hungry!!!
can you see the repeated salmon?!
all time love.

I had more rounds of food of course but photos' forget abt it

OmG I love the dessert ( when was I not right)

but seriously the choco fondue is amazing.

I literally took the spoon to take more choco
p.s sorry snowman:( I know

TaTa:

Though I went out with these men for quite a few times,

I nv really take photos of them

as I guess guys dont really like to take photos?!

oh man Just look at superman; he's getting slimmer (unlike me:( )

pls pls eat more okk!! and doesn't he look just amazing nice with such outfit:)

Snowmen using his charming smile to kills ladies again haha!!

and of course to mention My J-men, charming lovely as usual<3<3<3

I really really love them to death.

2011-06-24T15:35:00.001+08:00

TGIF!!!

Though it doesn't make a difference to me now and am not really happy

bcoz sch starting coming week:/

Oh well, seriously, fuck PBL.

If there's a problem solve it urself. Damn HRM.

On a chill note, J-men finally satisfied his taste for BFF!!

His Comment:

Price: Too expensive

Taste: not worth the price

Overall: He would rather buy Mac fries:/

This 2 weeks of 'Holiday',

I finally went to WWW for the first time.(IKR)

and the thing is...Darling went with me ahaha!!

Thank to Clar Chua, we can get a ticket cheaper:)
Too bad, dont have a water camera like the ah mo I saw.

but anyway it's the first and last time for my WWWQ visit.

Too little facility and not that exciting except for the U-turn.

But it's a experience.

Now i can be proud to say:

I went to WWW before:)

and it's first place where I had my water activities with my dear.

Hehe He look totally like a pri sch kid who just finished his soccer match:)

I think this is one of the best photo we had together<3
After fun in WWW,

there's steps female has to undertake:

moisturising and face mask for 2 days straight.

When I was back home, everyone in family was saying how red my face is:)

Side-track, I was reading up on Cross-cultural psyco to do my weekly quiz.

p.s: score 12/15 for the third one:(:( sad still.

and once again I found evidence which prove how flirtatious males are:

Oh well...

no solution

2011-06-23T23:49:00.003+08:00

For the first time, I cried on him today.

Its the accumulation of emotions,

the voices, thoughts, questions and doubts

about his, my, our future.

Its terrible scary to know how much someone mean to you.

It hurts severe to question your presence and importance in someone's heart.

It cries out of heart to know everything u have are just temporary.

Temporary happiness with ur boy/girlfriend.

Perhaps one particular day you will passby

that person who once mean so much to you,

kissing the lip of another gal, holding that tiny hands of hers,

hugging her small wrist, curving her thick and long hair.

Perhaps for some reason,

ur realize things can no longer work out

and letting go is the only best way.

I can predict all happenings.

yet how do u expect me to pull myself together?

how am going to live w/o him when I find no reason to wake up?

I don't want.

My heart is owned.

Of all hearts

2011-06-18T19:29:00.000+08:00

Specially delicate to superman and snowman:

Happy weekends to everyone;)

I:)phone

you love her don't you

2011-06-18T14:18:00.005+08:00

Sometimes i wish that i haven't met him that early bcoz i have no confident in myself that i can tie him for long; for the rest of my life.

Hence every particular moment, I will remind myself to love him every single bit so that i won't regret in the future. I will look the way our hands are prefectly hold together.

Mom always remind me to find someone who loves and adores you more. I can't agree more. But the thing is how is love measured? If he doesn't love me as much as I do, does it mean that I can't be with him?

"I love you"

"I love you more"

"I love you most"

" I love you alot alot alot"

"I love you alot alot more"

" I love you more bcoz I can declare it on blog, msn and blog easily"

That's how dear and I always fight.

You know you love him/her when that person:

- is the first u want to report to when there's good or bad news

- u want to catch ur fav movie with

- share with the good food you are eating now

- scream Good Morning and whisper Good night to daily

- Be there for when he/she is down

- walk/run for streets to surprise her/him

- willingly to say sorry even if it's not ur fault bcoz you value the r/s more than face

- accommodate to him/her shedule even if it's to meet a few minutes

- hold hands in hands in front of ur friends

- say " you are pretty and charming" randomly

- inform your parents shyly" I think I have met my perfect partner"

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2011-06-17T23:42:00.003+08:00

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2011-06-14T23:09:00.016+08:00

Hello peeps. Lack of update I know.
Anyway kicking all the exams away, here comes my weeks of So-called "holiday"
(I still have to work on my psyco project and preparing for access:/)
I have been studying with J-men during this term exams.
Woke him up and delivered breakfast. 3pm or 3.15 is always our break.

I always demand to watch tv but sometimes he doesn't want. whatever i still get ice-cream to eat which he specially bought for our study dessert:)

After our last paper, we went for Han's at cs. I have been craving to try Han's as dad loves it.

J-men's soup is nice. It thick and goes well with garlic bread.
And Tata!!! My fav simple breakfast; love scrumble eggs ( I hate butter bread though)

J-men ordered a lunch set instead;)

which comes with a mini mint cake which he didn't eat as he doesn't like. Waste food again

My Fav Apple crumble:):)

Afterwhich we went to catch J-men's friend XMen:)

Its pretty nice! interesting movements and funny at some parts.

Deserve a watch<3

oh btw pls pls pls dont watch Super8

It's totally horrible and lame and i almost fall asleep:/

Then we proceed to IT Fair.

This is probably the second time i wore heels to IT fair. Its a killer at the end of the day.

Then the most exciting part is dinner at Ah Loy Thai @ shaw tower which is located near bugis national library.

It's a recommend by many and i got the address from GYH.

Its really popular. But u really have to be patient.

As u have Q-ing time for seats and waiting time for food.

but it really deserve the wait.

J-men and I managed to get a seat pretty faster than others

as it just the 2 of us.

The table is really small and tradition.

The food there is so nice that i brought my family there for dinner

the Very next day:)

and J-men brought his family there today.

This is a must order- Mango salad.

If u are like me who absolutely sour food this is it.

If u are like J-em who love chicken but like me who hate fried,

order the pandan chicken.

The meat is really tender and not very oily.

Who will miss out Tom yam soup in Thai restuarant?!

It doen't taste that spicy but rather sour:)

When this steamed fish arrived, Jmen and I were stunned.

Like seriously this big with just less than $15

OMG totally worth it!!!

Love it as it's absolutely fresh<3

This glass noodle below is an definite must order!!!

My dad loves it so much that he took away one after dinner!!

It taste sweet and with alot of ingredients.

I told Jmen that am just satisfied by ordering this.

Btw, this is a random order by Jmen<3

and it happens to be soooo nice and awesome<3<3

Then Jmen and I walked to bugis to shop.

It's really near suntec city and bugis so dont be dumb to take transport.

and and and Jmen brought a new cover surprising haha!!

redeem the cover he cracked which i brought for him.
TATA!!!

sooooooo cute:)

oh and I brought a similar cartoon button sticker for him.

Pretty hesitated at first as a small sticker cost $2.

Though even snowman and superman disagree the price, i still bought for Jmen<3<3

Confession.

2011-06-06T22:17:00.000+08:00

I looked at him today and asked myself what will happen if I haven met him. How fortunate I can be to be able to hug and hold him tightly within me. Times and times again, I realized am so in love with my man.
I:)phone

:(

2011-06-05T10:02:00.000+08:00

I feel like taking out my brain, shake it, give it a clean scrap wash and say ' can u pls pls pls remember what u learn?!'
I:)phone

Neither

2011-06-04T22:47:00.000+08:00

On Thursday, I just realized that I have Creativity psyco test today. So basically, I used my whole Friday to study, read Da Vinci(oh well, he's such a gem) and hit for test this morning.
After which lunch with Superman-Garret, Snowman-Minsan and J-man at Hk. Despite dying for sleep at home, spent 4 hrs with those men for gossip.

Oh well... Ended off bad but manage to wrap up the day smoothly.

Just. Fucking. Study.
P.s am not pretty. Guess neither am beautiful now after his words
I:)phone

Mistake at Wrong Time

2011-05-30T12:20:00.006+08:00

Dearest did his first time to me weeks ago!! hahha before u think wrongly, he gave me flower for the first time during CCN day. Although I knowit beforehand, am still touched. Love it whole loadssssss oh and and and the road runner!! pls its not a donald duck!!!

I committed a mistake yst nigt. I nv thought it was a mistake in the past. I did causally anytime when someone knocks. But I guess I can no longer do it again. I want to respect him, myself and us. This decision doesn't come from a force or request but rather self-reflectation. Guess it will bring good from all sides. Love you dearest and am sorry. Squeezeeeeee....

am waiting for my hrm presentation now! luck plsssssssssssssssssssssss

If you cant handle me at my worst, you dont deserve me at my best

2011-05-24T20:03:00.001+08:00

To summary up all, depressing weeks. My mood has been going Up and Down. Please do kow that am a human. I feel stressed, upset and unhappy at times. Dont expect me to be cheerful and positive at all time. Its fucking tiring. Haven I differentiate my fake and real smile obvious enough?!
Hrm is killing me too much.
Dear readers, hope ur have been doing well.

I:)phone

READ PLS

2011-05-20T00:28:00.003+08:00

Ways to love your Girlfriend.

1. When you say goodbye, hug her for that extra moment, even if people are watching.
2. Make her feel important: Talk to her, sincerely ask her if she is alright if she seems sad or hurt.
3. Stand up for her.
4. Buy her something personal. Or, better yet, make her something.
5. If she tells you that she loves you, kiss her lightly, then whisper “I love you more” while you are still touching her lips.
6. Take her out, even not to an expensive dinner or the movies. Sometimes where you first met or a walk around the park can be very romantic.
7. Hold her hand when you’re with your friends.
8. Share inside jokes.
9. If there is a food she loves, buy it and surprise her.
10. Always call her back, even if it’s just to say I love you.
11. If she is lagging behind, pick her up in your arms and carry her.
12. Randomly give her a peck on the forehead, nose, cheek, etc..Randomly give her a peck on the forehead, nose, cheek, etc..
13. Look her deep in her eyes.
14. Gather her up in your arms and kiss the top of her head.
15. Love her at her worst.
16. Give her your sweatshirt and cuddle with her.
17. Pick her up and spin her around.
18. Laugh with her, not at her.
19. Listen to music with her, and with same headphones, of course!
20. Listen to everything she says.
21. Tell her how much you love her.
22. Always ask her what would make her happy that you could do.
23. If you start fighting stop and say i love you and im sorry can we stop fighting please.
24. NEVER tell her she’s ugly, fat, etc. (even if you’re joking)
25. When a girl is mad at you , you never stop talking to her even if she’s says go away or i never want to talk to you again never stop talking to her and saying sorry for what you have done.

p.s pink: Done by Boyfriend:)

Stay Strong.

2011-05-15T13:13:00.001+08:00

Just to share something interesting I learned in X-cultural Psychology.

Humans have unique cognitive abilities and I believe they are the strongest animal of all in the world. We are the only animals aware of the fact that we will die eventualy. True that everyone is afraid of inevitable death. Hence, we create psychological phenomena as a buffer against the terror of death. Therefore, the more we have to give meaning to our life. We have to live and love and not just exist. Human must balance a propensity for life with an awareness of the inevitability of death.

Credit to (Becker,1971,1973), (Greenberg,Solomon, & Psyszczynski,1997), (Becker,1971), (Triandis,1972)

Hang on there men.

2011-05-14T13:51:00.029+08:00

Hello peeps:) Loong time no see( Not really?!)
updateupdateupdate!!!

SteamFish Day

2 weeks ago, Bestfriend brought me to eat my Fav(our Fav).....

FISH:))

we have been saying and looking forward to steamfish day!!

oh it just happens to be business week and so both of us are wearing yellow!!

Not to miss the order of Bestfriend's Fav: Chicken

I need to distance with chicken nowadays. Had too much:/

and I had kfc twice last week!

OMG!!! NO MORE PLEASE!!!

BestFriend's recommendation: mee sua (hehe)

I love the soup!!!

There goes out main course:
Spicy Sour fish!!!
Totally match my taste!!
I like it VERY VERY MUCH!!!
Bestfriend insisted on taking photo of me eating and posting here
bcoz i always did that to him!!

There goes me eating in sweat on the road with my cardigan on:)

Love it though and its making me hungry now!!!

TaTa: Clear all plates

and i finished more than half the fish:)

Satisfied Meal:)))

Am so full that I wanted to drag Bestfriend to walk to Taneh Merth before we have our dessert.

But he insisted toooo far so I had to follow him and take mrt:((

Haha but i made him climb stairs haha so happy!!

Garret!! we went to have ur Fav: durian kaya!!!

Initially I thought it's a puff but it's toast!

It tastes bitter sweet and durian smell is pretty strong in the mouth.

Garret are u hungry now? hehe!!

11.5.2011

The Love

BestFriend bought me a Longchamp bag from his Europe trip!!

This really come unexpectedly

He planned to give me it my Birthday gift then He realised that

I had one from my HK trip. So he went to buy another birthday gift for me!!

Omg what more can i ask?!

It's PINK PINK PINK!!!

For what I know it's Not sold in Sin:)

It makes me feel guilty and sinful ttm.

I hate to be spolit especially by BestFriend (though he hardly does HAHA)
Bcoz the truth is; beside having him, there's nth more I want to ask for. ( mussy i know)
DINNER @ NYDC:)

Q pretty long for the seats:/

Chicken again for BestFriend's side dish:

BestFriend said Not nice at all.

Its different from what we saw in the menu.
I love their plates:)

Its like a letter paper!!

Below is my main course:

chicken again (OMG)

haha so now u know why I have to distance from chicken.

I dont really like it.

haha keep serving to BestFriend.

The food @ nydc are pretty disappointed:/

Anyway there goes BestFriend's main course:

Pretty ok i guess..

Its chewy:)

HAHA Bestfriend wondering if taste nice.

Never miss to force him to take a pic with his food!!
Thank you very much for ur cooperation. hehe

hehe Bestfriend becoming health-conscious:)

finally he's peeling off chicken skin!

yayayyaayaya finally DESSERT TIME:

Mudpie!!!! BestFriend's fav too!!!

( he just has too many fav's)
I hope am one of his top fav too!!

HAHAH this photo make me LOL!!

Bcoz after taking it, Bestfriend complained how ugly his hair was.

HAHA

so we took another one

But I still prefer the previous!!

why are my hands always around Bestfriend instead of the other way?!

we are forever different from others;0

2011-05-10T20:12:00.000+08:00

It happens to me every night.
I can't solve every problem of urs but the best and least I can do is to listen and let u know that u are never alone; am always here and there with and for you.
I:)phone

Love is...

2011-05-08T17:18:00.009+08:00

Love is giving someone a gun and trust that he will not pull off the trigger.

Love is letting someone fucking ur life upside down.

Love is offering ur soul, mind and eyes to them days and nights.

Love is lying that am fine so as not to affect them.

Love is doing what you think you will never.

Love has no cure and medication.

Yet, am still loving him.

Spicy

2011-05-02T00:39:00.001+08:00

THANK YOU

to all my lovesss!!!

EVERYONE seriously makes me feel so warm and loved

and now I know Am more than just living and existing for 19 yrs.

THANK YOU Xuan!!!

esp for all the cards and gift!!!

I totally know its hard to inform everyone to write me a card!!

Am truely touched..

Love you so mucchhh

Thank you IVY for coming my place and the lovely card:)

HELLO GYH!!!

haha!! AM stil laughing over ur card!!!!

Damn ass didnt ask me out; not even texting me now!

Thanksssss Daddy and Mom for bringing me to this lovely world!!!

Hello Sis!!!

I still adores you no matter how u always bully me:)

I was telling my parents that my poly friends bought the same cake too:)

A BIG THANK YOU plus hugs and kisses

to Jenn and Congy!!!

I really nv expect all these!!!

I really truely extremely in love with all the effort ur put in:))

I really feel so fortunately to know ur:)

LOVE YOU GUYS:))

A BIG BIG THANK YOU

to XUANHUI, WENDY, GYH,IVY,BOK,CLARLEE,SHENSI,SHAN,DAPHNE,JUSTIN,WARDAH

for the cards ur made!!!

Its really lovely!!!!!

TONS OF HUGS, KISSES AND LOVESSS

THANK YOU

for coming my place for the surprise!!!
urs presence really make me HIGH all night:))

Thank you Janier for the lovely and thoughtful gift and card:))

you know am always there for you:)

THANK YOU Jenn and Congy again

hahaha!! am really impress by ur creativity:))

Am already Thankful enough for Bestfriend's lovely gift!!!

Then I realise he had a hidden surprise gift for me when i reached home!!

Thank You LOve BestFriend!!!

Sorry to make u spend so much:(

Love you sooooooooo much!!!!!

Call BestFriend immediately HAHA!!!

Open Present time!!!!

So excited!!!!

GYH dont allow me to read the card he made for me openly!!!

haha in progress of fighting!!

LOL!!!!!

THANK YOU TO ALLLLLLLLLLLLLL

aM REALLY FORTUNATE TO MEET THESE BUNCH OF LOVE MONKEYS!!!

Jealousy is a sign that I still love him

2011-05-01T21:31:00.000+08:00

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JustLove

2011-04-30T15:39:00.021+08:00

On my Bday, Lessons still goes on. Worst till, my Creative Psychology ends at 7pm

but luckily, Leen is nice to end early:)) and Thank you BestFriend for waiting

patiently:)

Afterwhich, BestFriend took me to a Japanese dining place at FarEast for dinner.

I have tried a few Japanese restaurant in Sin.
But this place really amaze me like none others.

Its an Extremely small dining place Yet

I love it totally.

Initially My first impression of this dining place wasn't good
bcoz BestFriend told me that

1. A Seating place for per pax is $2(inclusive of a drink) due to limited space

2. Second Order of dishes need to be charged additionally.
$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

** RING BestFriend's advice: Study the menu then order**

The place is really small; a stretch of table Only!!

But perhaps thats the reason I ended liking and Loving it.

Its makes me feel so family, warm and Love (esp BestFriend is bside me:)

Left to Right: Deepseaweed, Jellyfish

MUST TRY!!!!

I finished this sushi all by myself:))

Bestfriend's Fav:))

I LOve the salad!!!

Nv miss out Salmon:)

And BestFriend's Fav Chicken.

Our Fav GreenTea Ice-cream:))

The red bean topping is very sweet but it match perfectly with the ice-cream:)

After a sumptuous impressive dinner, we shopped ard FarEast

and walked to 313:)))

LOve walking with BestFriend:))

And Just Happens we saw David and Michella

p.s I know I said this many times, Am still very sorry for forgetting to do introduction:((

Then we Fly to Pasir:))) HAHHAHA

yayayya finally travelled together with BestFriend:)))

Present Time!!!

P.s Am more excited over the card he made than the gift he bought:)

I really have no idea that My BestFriend is so lovely

that he specially made me a gift!!!

Am so stupid to ask him why "Do not Disturb"

HAHA
Below it is a card.

It really touched my heart. I swear.

Am speechless after reading it.

I looked into his eyes and read it again and again.

Love.

Then I placed everything nicely back

and BestFriend tied for me:)

Oh btw, he made the box too:) SO Smart!!

Dear BestFriend,Love,My supporter, My listening ears, My company, One of The Most Important person in my Life, Someone who I will never ever forget, who cause the greatest influence and impact in my life/decision, Someone who steal my Heart, who I gave my Heart to, who make me risk my life to love, who I dont get sick of through these years, My Morning call, My Night call, My dream boy, My phone Boy etc etc etc...

THANK YOU

To Be continue...

Am Loved

2011-04-26T22:44:00.005+08:00

Thank you to All dearest for the Advance Bday Surprise:))

Though I find it weird for BestFriend to date me out on Sat,

u guys still surprise me:)

Especially the cupcakes my girfriends specially made for me:)
So sweet:))

BestFriend loves to do that to me:/

p.s Seriously do I have a squeezy face?

School is so boring:((

Psychology is worse this sem. Article. Quiz. Test. Research etc etc

HR and MBS are WORSE!!!! omg I can kill myself this sem. F.

Am goggling how to make sch interesting for BestFriend.

He's so moody and hate sch more and more. Omg

MessyImperfectlyLove

2011-04-25T00:20:00.000+08:00

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Schoooool

2011-04-24T15:21:00.000+08:00

All my classmates/Friends are so lovely.
School starting tomorrow!!! Unlike Bestfriend, am Pretty excited than dreadful. BUT I lost my voice. Omg still have yet to recover:(( wondering how to do self-introduction in tutorial tmr:||
I shall update about my advanced birthday surprise soon when I got the photos;)
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2011-04-22T15:20:00.017+08:00

Am suppose to be At sentosa Now with all my Happy Childish Pills

But My sickness is still rotting in my body:(

Thats Not good at all esp sch starting in 3 days from now

and I have a date with BestFriend tmr.

Once in a blue that He will date me out on Sat;

Find it weird intially But nvm.

Anyway Yst was the

JUST US 2:)))

Its located along a Bedok South sec sch.

Take Bus 14 from Taneh Merth Mrt. (Exit mrt at Route towards tm not Bedok)

Stop at the 3rd Bus-stop which is just outside a Cold Storage.

I love to eat its HOR FUN.

Its chewy.

I love it better if its bean sprout

but BestFriend doesn't eat it so he swtich the Veg

It Love The soup!!!

It tastes abit salthy

SO I recommend you to eat the HOR FUN first

followed by FISH BEE HOON SOUP.

SHIOK!!!

We ordered a egg side dish.

Try their PRAWN SAUCE CHICKEN if u love fried food.

WE didn't order that bcoz I dont eat.

P.s Sorry BestFriend for missing ur fav dish!

Its cheap and filling!!!

Its cost us $27 including 2 lime juice which cost 1.50 each.

OH RINGRING BestFriend's advice:

Call to takeaway during weekends bcoz mostly it's full house.

While waiting u can a free homemade Barley Drink:D

After eating, we shopped at Cold Storage

and BestFriend had his Childhood ice-cream:)

While we are walking out,

We saw 2 children eating the same ice-cream as him.

It makes me Laugh my ass out!!!

HAHAH see similar category?!!

Am out with a child!!

Lovely.

Though Am already Very full,

BestFriend said its a Must to eat CHENG TNG.

Its located at the Food Centre; Just Opposite the road!

Long Q!!!
BestFriend is very nice to takeaway 2 for my parents:)))
So Sweet:)) Adores Much

ADORESLOVELOVELYLOVING

R.E.P.L.Y CHATTERBOX

PasserBy: HELLO:)) I hope you are not my Sis' friend who ask for the price to return me money!! Haha!! Anyway I spent about $430. Per pax is $38++. (More or less per pax will add up to $45?!)

Its suppose to be about $370 but as I ordered additional side dishes from their catering buffet such as pizza, chicken PoP(recommend), wedges etc so it cost more:)

MinMin: Hello babe:)) I can't gurantee for the additional calories and sugar. But Its going to be worth it:))

Janier: Yes love:)) But sadly no more now:(( HAIZ

Congy: I DIDN'T KILL MY GOLDFISH YOU LAO SAU!!! Its fall sick on the same day as me and they dead:(((

Sick:(

2011-04-21T15:57:00.002+08:00

Have u catch This Movie?

If u haven't, Good. HAHA

My sis' Bad recommendation (as expected)
Anyway I caught movie with my Sis and my girlfriend yst.
BestFriend was suppose to join us but I stopped him.
No point wasting Money over a movie which I know he won't like.
Anyway I wasn't concentrating on the movie Bcoz
1. A china couple 2 seats away from me were Kissing all the time://
P.s I have the intention to say "get a room" but am nice enough
if they were to meet my sis, good luck and have fun!
2. Distracted what class am and who are my classmates this sem
3. Am not feeling well AT ALL!!!

I told Mom and Sis that I maybe running a fever since noon.
They touched my forehead and said "fever ur head lah" and
They Knocked on my head:((((((

After movie, we went to have pizza and Pasta.
My bones and body were aching Very badly
like someone using hammer hitting constantly
and My head is like a time bomb!!!

Back home. Fever.
Thanks ah Sis and Mom.
Oh.. my 5 Goldfish dead yst when I was sick on bed:(((
Didn't get to see them for the last time:(((
I will miss scaring ur with my iphone light and hands.
And not forgetting ur company after my dinner.
RIP

SourSweet Lemon

2011-04-20T14:22:00.000+08:00

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What u see?

2011-04-19T14:59:00.000+08:00

I see love in this photo.
I:)phone

2011-04-19T00:08:00.013+08:00

More Pictures In like Finally:))

OMG SO cute right!!! The smile:)) HAHA Xuan knows what am talking abt;)

A simple dinner with Family @ Ion On sis Actual Bday-16/4

Ion's Swensen is the only outlet(For-What-I-Know) that serve ice-cream buffet.

It serves a wide varity of cakes and some other desserts too.

Moreover M1 Users are able to enjoy 1-for-1 Promotion!!

Its a good gathering place with friends:)

Introduing Sis' Fav- Cheze Stick

vote who shows a better promoter?

Ok i guess my Bro' photo is nicer

Next station is to surprise my sis at Marina Barrage:D

Family Photo:D

Phew. Enough of planning all these Birthday Surprises.

Got so Tire of it:// Need to think of smth New...

OH and I realise I didn't do much for my Girlfriend-Xuan Bday due to exam period:((

I didn't get her balloons, Flowers and Card as I planned to:(( Am so sorry dearest!!

I will do that one day ok?!! Pinky Promise!!

Choco overly indugence

2011-04-17T00:23:00.015+08:00

A surprise for my Sis At Fullerton Hotel to

satisfy her craving for Chocolate Buffet!!!

I made a secret reservation and invited her close friends by

stealing contacts via her phone. I had a hard time organising:(

I have to buy flowers at Tampines and balloons At Raffles City Shopping Centre.

Afterwhich, I walked from city hall to Fullerton Hotel!!

Imagine me walking like a retard in heels, holding on balloons and flowers!!

OMG

Feel so honoured coz it's reserved by me:) Tan and Sok are totally funny to the Maxi!!! Special seat for Birthday woman( no more name as gal)

This is the first dessert I choose individually.

Tan asked how I arrange the desserts so nicely:)

she keeps making me laugh:D

CHOCOLATE FONDUE!!!

They served really big strawberry and keep refilling!

Everyone loves this:))

U can select a wide range type of chocolate

and require her to make choco drink for you:))

These small "cupcakes" weren't very nice:/

Let's wave HELLO to Cuifen:))

If am that pretty as my sister

though everyone thinks we look alike:/

The below cake is Madness!!!

This is amazing creation too:

This is my BEST EVER craving!!!

Too sweet though!

No pics of me as most are in my sis' camera.

Can someone ask her to send me ASAP

she always say TMR and the cycle repeats://

MinMin, MUst try this okk:)) give urself the Best treat after A's

One day I will get numb to this pain and by then you can't hurt me anymore

2011-04-15T16:03:00.000+08:00

I:)phone

2011-04-15T02:23:00.002+08:00

Owner of this blog feels emotional recently.

Not problems of hers but people' ard her.

She's sad for her(s) and he(s).

ok.

She has to stop poking into others' business.

Problems of herself are too many to handle.

Bye.

Oh before she end off,

She wants to shout out:

I miss ALL MY FRIENDS

2011-04-14T01:02:00.000+08:00

and say " this is my last girlfriend"

Love Hurts

2011-04-13T00:25:00.002+08:00

what if one day no one dares to love again?!

Love can be such a happy, simple, desire, satisfaction, enlightenment, smiley happening

yet more often it turns the opposite when it enters human brain, environment, feelings.

Help

2011-04-12T08:18:00.000+08:00

God. I need a doctor. Sleeping pills. Sleep weather. Bed-mate. I barely sleep more than 5 hrs daily. Every night, I will wake up at weird timing (3/4/4.30/5am) and can't get back to sleep. Am dead tire, my eyes are dry but for any or no reason, I can't sleep:||
anyway, I was surfing net since I woke up at 5am just now and came across:

How true.
I shall head for a bath then Breakfast and then disturb my BestFriend's sleep:)
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♥ back

2011-04-11T18:53:00.000+08:00

Boyfriend is finally back safe and sound;)) haha I wasn't blogging and count-downing his arrival for the last 2 days as I weren't home. I hope to see boyfriend real soon:((
Anyway look at my loves:

So sweet:) Happy 1st year Anniversary ♥
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Day4

2011-04-09T01:32:00.001+08:00

Dear Boyfriend and ALL:), I finally clear my fizzy and messy hair!!! Solution: Soft Rebond + Treatment + Trim which cost less than $200:) Thanks to my cute hairstylist-Vaness and recommendation by Xuan and my Bro:))

TATA:)) showing off my smooth, Health, silk and straight hair;))

Though I find it abit flat, am well received with postive comments and feedbacks:)

So boyfriend, whether u like it or not, accept it:)

oh no wait, in the first place,boyfriend supports me to do rebond! Thank you very much for all ur support HAHA

woke up at 4am to check my phone then 6am and cant sleep again:/ I need my normal and beauty sleep!!!

Love,

complaining Girlfriend.

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Day5

2011-04-08T00:48:00.002+08:00

Dear Boyfriend, COUNTDOWN 5 DAYS LIKE FINALLY OMG!!!

haha thats ur fav penguin;)

So sad u didnt call yst. Oh GOd I didn't sleep well all these days. I will wake up in the midnight to check on my phone:(

Hurry home before I turn zombie!!!

Love,

Girlfriend.

BestFriend? Boyfriend?

2011-04-07T13:27:00.002+08:00

BestFriend = Boyfriend? Boyfriend = BestFriend? Please note there's a difference under my definition. Single? Attached? Is that important?!

Day6

2011-04-07T01:21:00.000+08:00

Dear boyfriend,
Are u at the love of Paris now?!!

Omg I really really really want to join u:((
Haha!! Bet u will take a few more thousands of photos there for me:))
Thanks for texting me despite the High cost.
Plsplspls let there be connection in ur hotel today!!

Tons of ♥,
Girlfriend

Day7

2011-04-06T01:07:00.007+08:00

Dear Boyfriend, I remember when I was in HK, I passed by alot of sasa stores and it reminded me of you all the time. Each store I passed by, I will stop and request my mom to take a photo for me.

P.s Pardon my sleepy face When I was having dessert in a resturant, sasa was just next to me! I totally feel u were there with me. I was giggling when sis and Mom asked me what's with sasa. haha too shy to reveal anything much. and I burst out laughing!!!

Everyone talks about us

but no one knows our true story.

I will mute, smile and whisper innerly

how much I miss and love you.

Love,

Girlfriend

Before you assume, learn the facts. Before you judge, understand why. Before you hurt someone, feel. Before you speak, think.

2011-04-05T12:58:00.000+08:00

Day8

2011-04-05T00:29:00.000+08:00

Dear boyfriend,

Thanks for calling yst night!! Though I fall asleep, I have a feeling that u will call:) so nice to hear from you and finally u bring me to sleep ♥
I went gym with my sister today:)) my body is aching now so guess I will have a good sleep! Keep my fingers cross*
Andandand yst I went herbal tea store to buy a bottle of honey lemon. Though not really a herbal tea, I still drink with reason 1: my throat is killing me.

Reason 2: u asked me to buy a herbal tea if I miss u:)

Oh and I upset GYH just now:(( I overdid it and he ignored me now:(( sad I know.

Love,
Girlfriend

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Day9

2011-04-04T00:21:00.003+08:00

Dear Boyfriend,

I have been spending time with family recently, helping in house, watching ALOT of movies and being sweet and lovely daughter and sister(haha). Yet Am not feeling good right now, at this very moment. I really have the urge to step out of this comfort zone. Geeks am above 18 this year, but I have really no idea what am suppose to do or have to do. I dont want and detest to stay within the people who will protect me all the time. I want to explore, get hurt, learn my lesson.

Am feeling so bad now. Dad and mom always think am smart and can always achieve the top. At first I believe then I realise am really not that good. When I first saw my results, am satisfied and called dad immediately. However, am feeling all guilty, bad, lousy, awful and disgusted when mentioning my results!!! If am scoring 4As, others will be scoring all As. If am the top, others will be receiving scholarship. You know how bad it feels to be not good enough? when u are losing all the confidence? when everyone is looking upon u to achieve?

whatever. Bye.

oh never forget; Love you.

Love,

girfriend

Day10

2011-04-02T23:47:00.000+08:00

Dear Boyfriend,
After 8mths of internship in HK, my Sis is finally back to her home safe and sound. Oh she got u smth cute;) so hurry back safe and sound too ♥

Love,
Girlfriend ♥
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